If I were a novel character.

Shes complicated, determined, sensitive, independent, stubborn, lazy.

She craves comfort and warmth. She has skin hunger and a need to move her body. She loves soft things, deep voices, the wind in the trees, sunshine. She loves loud, gritty music.

She wants to dress up in costumes and eat ice cream while watching funny scary movies. Character development is important to her, she gets attatched.

She wants to dance. She doesnt care if all eyes are on her as long as she’s having fun.

She craves depth over a bottle of wine. Kisses that mean something. Being stretched by life.

She needs new: emotions, experiences, views, foods, sensations.

She wants people to whisper beautiful things in her ears.

She hates waste: wasted time, effort, days…. She is in for the long haul so make it worth her while.

When she loves, she loves raw. She wants to gnaw on the bones of life and she wants them to reward her with juicy marrow.

She’s a wild creature in a tamed body. When you stare in her eyes, you can see the fire flashing in her soul.

She lies bathed in golden sunlight on a soft couch, wrapped only in thick, soft silk. Large graceful cats purring beside her, she scratches their small ears and sinks her quiet hands into their warm bellies. A green plate of angel hair pasta and a glass of Malbec wine sit on a low table next to the couch. Portishead plays scratchily on vinyl behind her.

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She’s good at figuring out how things work, what makes people happy, how to touch people the right way. She’s good at dancing, she’s flexible, and her body is full of rhythm. She can organize so fast and purge cutter in the blink of an eye. She can remember the words to every song. She makes a mean pasta sauce and can sit completely still while modeling for 20 minute stints.

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Pictures that best represent ME:

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Sweaty dancing with an Argentine, Pablo.

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Attacking food prepared for me by my best girl, Melissa.

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My favorite Halloween: Harley Quinn.

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With my mom.

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My favorite sparkly birthday (27th)

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Best photo shoot I’ve ever modeled for: Josh Kamikaze

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Rawr.

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With my best friend on the planet, in the history of ever: TJ Hayes.

Autobiography semi-complete.

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