If you’ve struggled with eating disorders in the past
And you find yourself under a good deal of stress
And that old familiar empty feeling invites you to be its friend, again
And you want the hunger pains because at least that means you’re feeling something
I gently invite you to sit down with yourself
Take some deep breaths
Have a cup of tea
Have something small and healthy to eat, something that makes you happy (dried fruit, a rice cake, a banana with sunflower butter)
Smile inside, be intentionally kind to your soul
And say, “no thank you” to the emptiness.
Fill your cup back up and remember that whatever it is that’s happening is temporary. It’s only a season and you are so strong.
Love yourself. You deserve love.